I’m sorry I’ve been so busy these past few days and I know my mind is beginning to bee too preoccupied lately and I know that You know You’ll always be my priority, inspiration and guide. I will always obey your word and I will always make sure that I never forget to thank you and be sorry for my sins. Please always make me remember that nothing will be compared to your love. I promise to keep in mind that I should be the person worthy for your love. I put all my trust in you with all the things and I would be nothing without you.
I’m sorry for everything I’ve done, for every sins I did. For not being a good human for people around me. For not being a good daughter for my parents. For not being a good sister for my brother and sister. For not being a good friend for my best friend. I’m sorry God, I know you’ll understands. You’ll always understand.
God, I’ve tried my best but if today I lose my hope please remind me that your plans are better than my dreams. I trust you. I will always trust you and I know that You will direct my steps, so I’m not afraid to step out and find out what You have to me. God, please help me to remember that nothing is going happen to me today that you can’t handle.
God, I brings to You my burdens and You know my situation. You know I can’t make it without you. Comfort my heart, give me strength and help me to carry on.
Hi everyone! How’s your life? Mine is recently not in good shape but not really bad, too. Bandung’s weather recently going nuts. Super hot at noon and then become rain storming in afternoon. But I always enjoyed it. Naming today’s post with things I do last week with my super buddy, Dan. I need some refreshing thing after my Seminar that was draining my brain. Oh not only my brain but my body, too. I need some escape to restore my brain in place again.
So, here I go. TRANS STUDIO BANDUNG THEME PARK which share the same area with Trans Studio Mall. TRANS STUDIO BANDUNG THEME PARK is the second indoor theme park in Indonesia after Makassar. This park has 20 rides and variety of shows. It divided into 3 different zones. Visitors will feel the experience of becoming a star also become a men behind the scene of their favorite TV programs in TRANS TV and TRANS 7, such as ‘Dunia Lain’, ‘Jelajah’, ‘Si Bolang’ and many more. And it’s my first time visited here after almost 4 years I lived in Bandung. Actually, for the first time I have no idea will go here. Dan’s idea that brought us here, after our promise to come here yet to be fulfilled. Spontaneous sometimes required.
I rode two wahana here and it successfully make me dizzy and almost throwing up (actually I did), and I swear to myself that I will not ride this ever again. This one of them. This is called Yamaha Racing Coaster. This picture may not scary at all, but try to ride it! My body felt like separated. But, after all it’s so fun! I can scream loudly as long as I want and it felt so refreshed. That feeling you can found after so many things you think and your brain and heart can not accommodate again (ignore this drama queen complex) and you can loudly say it.
We played almost 5 hours here. Did I mention this park also have evening parade ? The parade start at 5pm and this parade has floats and a bunch of celebrity look-a-likes, such as Elvis Presley and…. I can’t remember the rest of it. But I have no picture at all cause I’m busy seeing them passed in front of me (lame excuse I know).
Funny, isn’t it? Evolution theory at Science Museum. We can learn a lot here about Maths, Chemistry, Physics and Biology. There are a lot of tools that we can played which can add to our knowledge. Cool!
Yeay, I have three color shadows!
Ah, sadly we miss this show :(. But, take a snapshoot in front of theater was enough for me hihi.
I LOVE MARVEL! This theater is so cool. We can see the movie but in same time we can feel the sensation being in the film with 4D effects. Wind, bubble, seats that can sway, et cetra. FUN!
…and sadly this theater be our last destination before go back home. I had so much FUN here, fully refreshed my brain. Infinite gratitude for my best, Dan for always accompanied me wherever and whenever I felt down. This little escape… mission accomplished!
YEAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! FOREVER 21! (Please ignore bad quality for this pict)
One week ago, I’m officially turned to 21. Err, I’m getting one year older. No no no, not older but mature hahaha. I’m so happy, still surrounded by people who really care and love me the way who I am.
Well, the number 21 little bit makes me scared. Twenty something. This year I’ll be graduate from my college, getting a job, and maybe continued my study to Master or getting married ? Oh no! I have no idea what will come later. But, marriage-thing surely not in my list for this year. Maybe getting a job. What will I do for the next year, what I really want to do, et cetra.
Well, this job-thing surely will come. But, now I need to stay focus with my duty. My lovely final project. Anyway, still happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday to me!! Hope good thing and fortunate always be with me :)
Super late post. Yes, I cut my hair short. For me, to take decision whether I should or should not cutting my hair is not always easy - but when I did, it always be a decision I never regret. Hair will grow. With my previous long hairstyle, I shared and witnessed many stories and many things - but some stories has to be end and lots of things are changing, so then my hairstyle can be evolved, too. “It’s just a hair,” some people said. Well, sometimes it’s more than just growing hair. It’s about re-inventing yourself through being brave - how many times we’re in doubt when we’re about to cut our long hair? Lots of people end up cutting just a tiny bit and save their wishes to have a completely different cut for another time in disguise. It’s not only about hair. I cut my hair just right in time on one of the biggest transition in life I’ve ever have to encountered. I challenged myself - should I keep growing my long but dry, fragile hair for the sake of my fearful tiny heart? Or should I listen to what I want and get a fresh cut, starting over everything in a healthier way. I decide to be brave, and I will not regret doing something I’ve always wished to do. I cut my hair back on the last day of January - and between the talks, the very kind hairdresser said, “This life is pretty sounds like your hair… My hair, everyone’s hair. When they grow healthy and beautiful, you keep them on. But sometimes they just went wrong and dry, damaged, hurting… You just cut them off. You need to, right? In relationship, love and friends and dreams. Just believe that even you cut them for many times, they will keep growing when you let them to.” Now you wonder, why did I cut my hair and why this has to deal with life? Well, every tiny option we made in life, they matter. It can be only about my hair or more, but all I can say is, when you want to see changes in your life… Start making them. With good, positive intention… And do not regret. :)
In our life, there are times when we can’t take a step forward because it is pitch dark in front of us. However, as time goes by that could be nothing at all. The current situation may not be as bad as it seems now. So, let’s push on through!
An Arian can be hot or cold depending on situation, but i’d love to be the cold one.
Begitulah yang saya baca dari sebuah buku. Tapi saya kira itu benar adanya, pribadi saya bisa dikatakan mempunyai tombol yang bisa di on-off kan tergantung kebutuhan dan sekarang saya memutuskan untuk me-on-kan tombol cold itu. Alasan? Saya pikir itu hak masing-masing orang untuk berperilaku yang menurutnya nyaman. Right?
Dan sekarang saya sedang nyaman dengan pilihan itu. Trust me, I hate when other people make me feel bad. Because trust me, I’m already hard enough on my self. Sampai sekarang saya gak habis pikir ada orang-prang yang menurut saya innocent bisa berubah menjadi seorang villiant. Well, itulah the lesson of life. Kita gak bisa benar-benar tau apa yang orang rasakan, pikirkan tentang kita, kan? Jadi, ya biarkan saja mereka dengan pikiran-pikiran mereka itu. Toh, itu hidup mereka jadi ya terserah saja mereka mau berbuat apa. Apapun itu kan pasti ada timbal-baliknya nanti :))
Saya sedang terlalu malas mengurusi orang lain. Mengurus diri sendiri saja saya repot, apalagi harus bercapek ria memikirkan pendapat orang. Oh, come on! Do whatever you want, do you think you’re everything in this world? Ergh, scumbag. Saya biarkan saja mereka-mereka itu mengoceh dengan leluasa. Because cuek is the best way of life.
Bad thing happened, and there’s always lesson we can learn. Sepertinya sih begitu, because I’m starting to appreciate life alot more, I guess that’s why I’m more happy with who I am. Banyak orang yang bilang, ‘eh kamu kok gendutan?’ saya sih bales aja dengan senyum terus bilang 'Yes, I’m because I’m happier than before’ terus pergi berlalu. Entah kenapa, saya tidak keberatan sama sekali orang-orang bilang begitu. Hey, big is beautiful! Because, kurus is too mainstream :))
No body said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard. Lirik lagu dari The Scientist ini begitu mengena untuk saya. Saya tidak pernah menyangka bahwa 'ini’ akan seperti ini. Tapi, toh saya selama ini mampu-mampu saja menjalaninya. I do believe, my God have a reason for everything. Banyak yang bilang, sabar buah nya manis. So, let’s smile even though is aching. Smile, though your heart is aching. Smile, even though it’s breaking. When there are clouds in the sky you’ll get by. If you smile through your fear and sorrow just smile and maybe tomorrow you’ll see the sun come shining through for you. Light up your face with gladness, hide every trace of sadness. Although a tear may be ever so near, that’s the time you must keep on trying! Smile what’s the use of crying, you’ll find that life is still worthwhile.
Hmm, I think I owe an apologize to people I used to close. Percayalah, saya begini bukan tanpa alasan, kok. Suatu saat nanti, pasti akan saya ceritakan. Tapi, sekarang saya minta pengertiannya jika ini yang ingin saya lakukan. As I wrote before, call me ego, call me non-social person, call me whatever you want to say. Saya sedang nyaman begini, entah sampai kapan itu.
Suatu hari nanti, pasti akan saya hidupkan lagi tombol 'hot’ itu. So, I do need your understand, please? :)
Call me ego, call me non-social person, call me whatever your mouth want to say. But, I hate cling on other. Ergh, do you think you’re everything in this world? Seriously, dude.
Yesterday, I went to ‘mini forest’ with them to attended Management Selection System of Embun. Had so much fun for being away from real life and enjoyed the scenery. Sweet escaped hihi^^
